I don't know what's gotten into me today. I just felt so alone... just like you're in a crowd with billions of people... yet so lonely. I really don't like myself... everyday, I would want someone there for me, to ask me 'Carrie, how was your day?' and I don't even care if they care or not, I just wanna talk about my day D:
So anyways...
GuyA doesn't ask at all... we hardly ever see each other now... hardly ever talk to each other... I don't know what's going on between us... feels so... apart... I feel like, I can't even tell him stuff anymore...
GuyB would do anything for me, he would be so happy to chat with me and be there for me... but I am seriously thinking that he might be too much... he cares too much? Tries too hard? Talks too much? I'm scared...
GuyC was a really good friend and he was always there for me... then today, I felt like everything changed. It's as if I was invisible and I felt lonely...
FML.
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